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My Room, My Dance, My Meditation

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Hello Readers, Since the very day I received my bluetooth earphones from Jaybird, I knew I'm running the world on my own in my room. You see, a few years back, in my school days, I have had my own stint in dancing classes, though it wasn't much for experts, I just wanted the foundation and move on to be an expert on my own accord from my own creativity, without the honors of dance certificates or prestigious dance schools etc etc. A year and a half ago, I picked up hooping after being influenced by friends and seeing them doing fire movements with their fire toys set ablazed. I was in awe, especially from an asian lady doing fire hoola-hoops. I thought that was amazing. Now making use of my flexible and scrawny body, not only I hoop but I dance to the many DJs that party goers would go hand-in-hand with drugs and alcohol to escalate them to a realm within their subconscious or to just escape from their daily grind. Dancing is not what I am endorsing myself to do but I do dream and visualize in trains and buses of how I'd be the opening act for a show with fire or over-the-top costume and entering like a mystical creature, entering the stage and expressing words in my head into a dance. A dance that scares yet embodies a soul. A dance that confuses yet it embodies humans. So here in my little room of seclusion, if I'm not working on my laptop, I'm dancing to a movement of peace. My Room, My Dance, My Meditation Best, Hanz

hanz was here at 8:47 AM

Just Talking and Throwing Angles

Hey Readers, I have to say it was quite a day. After my previous post in the afternoon, (read my previous post) I met up with a friend and chat for about three hours. We chatted just about life, break-ups and down right the core of a relationship. See, my friend is a walking encyclopedia. He recently kissed by the tragic separation and it was kind of a right time for me too as I have some problems of my own but not as intense as his. I found out that I am ready to find someone who is a rock to me, not to be battered, but to be a whole-hearted partner as , believe it or not, my background does not boasts a string of a happy family. Shit! I didn't have any to be honest. He pointed that out for me. He also pointed that when I see someone striking in personality and entirety of a kind human soul, I'd get shit down depressive. Such is me. I need time to agree with him and I am seriously trying to reflect on that. Well, whatever. I was there for him to just talk and give him a listening ear and be how I am - Neutral and no judgments. We spoke of depression, life, to what's what to 101 relationship. One thing I will bare in mind my whole life is to really work it out and give as much effort to experience that bliss, or as my friend put it, Fairytale, call 'LOVE' I agree that Love is one tough job not many modern people can handle for the short attention span syndrome phenomenon (I boldly think not many of you know that), people get bored too often than and the essence of appreciating another human being as a partner has been broken down to lust or ''You're not my type'' within minutes. But for the many of us, to save ourselves and still have that iota of conscience to find that special someone, listen up. Work your way up for that positivity and creativity your partner delivers in his/her daily life. This means paying attention, whole-heartedly. When you do this you gain inspiration, you gain trust, you gain understanding and you gain wonder of another human life that you have decided to be attached to (even if you're not married) Tell him and her that you are worked up to do something too just by observing your partner and you are inspired to do something of your own sort of creativity. This instills your partners happiness and builds great foundation as you are instilling your partner with great potential to help you get your goal too. If this goes back and forth, bouncing each other's positivity, creativity, inspiration, you'll bounce up the roof with not just cash and success but the bliss that many of us are looking for plus helping people along the way. This just goes down to 'Working together' or 'Working as One' It definitely make sense though, I have yet to have found that someone, But when I do, I will definitely do this. Tell me what you think. ;) Best, H.M.M

hanz was here at 7:34 AM

Human Emotions. An ode to victims.

Friday, September 16, 2011

Greetings Readers, I woke up browsing through the channels of the cable television. I halted on Discovery channel as it was on United 93. Over the years, I have had watched two to three other documentaries and heard many interpretations and even beliefs from others of the 9/11 tragedy and the United 93 explanation. Too many and I dare not comment or say anything. The slightest, I think, will most definitely put me in the insensitive category - my whole life with guilt. So, I saw the families of the hijacked plan of United 93 victims just talked and giving their interpretations and proofs. The thing that got me was the constant recorded voicemails and actual recordings. It was the saddest. This is a short post, yes, but because a tear come down my face and seeing the families crying telling their stories on television, it's an ode from me to somehow think of the true human emotions turmoiling in the cabin trying to save themselves, other passengers on board and to also save the emotions of their own families at home to be seen again, but the most that really teared me was how they fight the hijackers and that could probably save thousands of lives in NYC. Hanz

hanz was here at 10:11 PM

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