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Dear God
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Dear God, I wish to Love and give my all again. I want one who wants it and i want you too to accept it. Dear god, may i not do any rituals or processions or daily musts, doesnt mean i have lost touch with you. I was told, listened and read about you God being the eternal that you are. For may i ask if you could give me a chance? Could you give me my chance in life to prosper and succeed for i know that i will pay it forward. Please lift this sickness i have. I know you know what i want to do, dear God. So grant me that wish. Please. All Love & Peace, Hanz hanz was here at 9:57 AM
My differentiation of Goodbyes and See you again.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Hello Readers, I just checked my number of visits to my blog and seems like the flow is constantly growing and i am grateful. I may not see you 'Like'-ing my every status on facebook or twitter but i appreciate you reading about my thoughts and laying them on my comment box. Soon enough, i'll reach the 2000 mark readers! Just keep on commenting on my box ok. Good or Bad comments, i dont care, as long as the respect to every individuals is there. So to you readers, Thank you & See you again. This is one of my private post yet. On the first paragraph is me explaning 'See you again' and on this paragraph, it'll be me explaning my 'Goodbye'. As my struggles all these years, the most struggle i yet have overcome is the bloodline drama. What if one, or in my case, afew, slays the very existence of your life by pushing you on the cliff? I'm on the cliff every second and these mental and emotional struggles comes from the people of your bloodline themselves. Sad isn't it? Too many times i try, too many times in vain. Too many times i love, too many times it's broken. I have decided that enough is enough when my very existence is mauled and disgraced and hunted. It slowly kills, wouldn't you agree? I'm the black sheep who always trying to be white. No matter how much i try to shave, in hopes that my next growing coat is white, my coat is always growing black. Now i question myself. Why change and kill yourself slowly in pain when the very person do not accept you at the very first place? Do they care? NO. I somehow want to believe that the phrase ''No one gives two hoots about anyone'' is false and think that maybe it's true in the case of general but doesn't include the bloodline category. Unfortunately, it exists and i'm the examplary. So this post is me letting go of the bad mantra that the people brought to me, in this case, my bloodline. What's the point, right? Doing the things you love but rejected violently with no trace of acceptance at all and leaves me with no happiness? I'm done. I am going to the route where many people wont go. I'm done of societal expectations that they set on me, especially from your boodline. I'm done. You've DESTROYED me enough. Now leave me alone. I wish you for the best even though you dont wish the same for me. Ciao. and GoodBye. Best Regards, Hanz hanz was here at 10:10 PM
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